December 2011
Was seriously so excited to get out of work and binge.
Working on that now,
I’ll get some pics up after my purge.
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Time for binges and purgesss.
I seriously need to get help.
This isn’t an eating disorder thing today-
Its an “I feel like shit; I want to die” kind of thing.
I just need to man up and get over it,
But it’s so hard when this thing is sucking all of your motivation. Y
Birthdayyy.
Today is my 21st birthday.
That makes two ridiculous and unnecessary years I’ve been here
Since I promised myself in tenth grade that I’d kill myself by age 19 if things didn’t get better
And then promised
My boyfriend I wouldn’t do that until he had the chance to get out and “change my mind”.
Run on sentences.
If we’re all being honest-
I...
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Watching starving secrets on lifetime.
Makes me feel like I am worse than I think,
And at the same time
I am nowhere near as sick as I should be.
Oooh, my silly mind.